i hate people...

my friend, jeremy, died yesterday, september 6th...he was one the best friends i ever had...he told me everything...he came to me for advice about everything...including going after the love of his life, alix...even though he was scared out of his effing mind that she would reject him he did it anyways...he loved alix and all of his friends very much...he truly be missed...there is an enormous hole in my heart...and i know that it will never be filled...my heart goes out to jeremy's family and loved ones...especially alix...i know how much alix loved jeremy and i know that she would do anything to have him back in her arms...i was with her the night of jeremy's death...as were others...to be there for her...hearing her say the things that she said...it wass the hardest thing in the world for me...she said over and over that jeremy was her...and he was...he was alix...he is alix...and although it will take what seems like a lifetime for her to smile again...to laugh again...every smile and every bit of laughter will be shared between the two of them...we will weep forever...but he is always here with us...and though it is unbearable...we will all live again...in time...at the end of the world...or the last thing i see...you are never coming home..........NEVER COMING HOME...

WE LOVE YOU JEREMY...



*About Me*Namemichaela shipp.Age16.NicknameMikey!Favorite Moviethe breakfast club.Favortie Foodrice krispie treats.Best BudsJEREMY.laura.anna.cayceedavid.tyler.schyler.amanda.alix.kristin.kristen.freddrecka.wade.amongothers.Diamonds or Pearlspearls.Stillettos or Bootsstilettos.Favorite Subjectcomputer.Favorite Hobbylistening to music.if u were stranded on a desert island what 5 things would you want to have with u?cds.a cd player with infite battery life.pete wentz.my cousin, laura.and a licensed justice of the peace.Favorite Websitemyspace. what else.Favorite Place to Shophottopic.Im afraid of...my friends without me.My favorite memory...jeremy.What I want to be when I grow up...your mom.My Dream Carif it runs and has a decent stereo system, i'm good.Favorite thing to do in the *wHoLe WiDe WorLd*...pete wentz's sarcasm.Place I want to visit the most...pete wentz's bedroom.Favorite Subjectdidn't we already establish that?Pets...yeah. a dead one.Coolest thing I own....your mom.Thing I hate the most...people who think that they invented everything.If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be?the ability to feel pain.Favorite Songnails for breakfast, tacks for snacks.-panic! at the disco.Favorite Bandit depends on what mood i am in.Best Vacation I have ever been on....the one where me and your om had sex in your bed.that was the last your mom joke i swear.Most embarassing momenti don't embarrass easily.the Person I Look up to the mostpete wentz.CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

this is my brother. his name is jesse. he is the greatest brother that i could ever ask for. i am so fortunate to have him. he is the greatest thing that ever happened to me. he is by far one of my best friends in the world. i love him so much. then again, everyone does. he is just that wonderful.

this is my hot cousin, laura. she is super sexy. i love this girl. she is one of my four best friends. she is the most wonderful cousin in the whole wide world, and the hottest, as you can see.

this is my gay boy. his name is caycee. isn't he cute? i love this boy.
he is so gorgeous. he is my best friend ever. the only thing more beautiful than his face is his heart.

this is my l.v.r. her name is amanda. she is so freakin beautiful. i love her with all of my little heart. she is so effing amazing.

this is alix. i love her. she is so effing awesome. and so sweet.

friends, poetry, writing, photography, movies, and music.

my chemical romance., the used., from first to last., avenged sevenfold., atreyu., underoath., senses fail., fall out boy., taking back sunday., thursday., the chicago soundtrack., green day.( prior to the 05 masscre.), all american rejects., saosin., circa survive., gatsby's american dream., strung out., coheed and cambria., glassjaw., head automatica., this day will burn., hawthorne heights., reggie and the full effect., alkaline trio., mae., big d and the kids table., the academy is..., the movielife., mest., panic! at the disco., otep., the dresden dolls., sparta., the mars volta., at the drive in., everytime i die., as i lay dying., coalese., marilyn manson.( even though he's a freaking bastard!!!), the shins., the thrills., death cab for cutie., cursive., the postal service., eisley., t.g.a.b., s.t.u.n., from autumn to ashes., kelly clarkson., the like., the strokes., disturbed., armor for sleep., bright eyes., slipknot., funeral for a friend., alexis on fire., bloc party., billy idol., the cure., the clash., the ataris., blink 182., sum 41., 98 mute., fear before the march of flames., bear vs. shark., the fall of troy., roses are red., the smiths., jamisonparker., the doors., the beatles., interpol., the refused., saves the day., cky., him., the horror pops., and techno...

chicago.the nightmare before christmas.charlie and the chocolate factory.julian po.edward scissorhands.slc punk.the labyrinth.the breakfast club.sixteen candles.pretty in pink.st. elmo's fire.the producers.the harry potter films.

fuse...

speak(she's a nervous habit)...poetry books are the best...